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Mind Over Matter

Went down the ladder To begin the day Cleaned up dog mess Raked away Forced my mind  To be positive I've come this far The 13 years Have been hard A lonely road This destruction is Only myself knows How terrible it's been But I kept my joy going That basic trait That created a beautiful life Until I made the mistake Of falling in love With a man who faked his He was just having fun Whilst laughing at me I once asked him Why did you destroy me Why not a blueprinter But no You chose Bead Who'd come so far When I'd gotten out of that car At the boatyard gate Sealing my fate All those years  Lived so sweetly Completely Saving every yen To wind up in a pen Stay positive, Bead You are strong There are very few Who could survive this long Stay strong, Bead Get the fire going Tear open That sachet of coffee Got some small potatoes Will fry them with garlic And a stash of noodles Stay positive, Bead Get that fire going Maybe tomorrow There will be an email to read From the agenc

13 Years On

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I was vanilla in bed Wouldn't sit on his head Or make love with a mirror I didn't have that ego My love needed no fluff Sweet love was enough To feed my libido As he got off And I got screwed 13 years since destruction But feels like yesterday I lost everything I loved Apart from the man Who sunk all my dreams His actions left me With an unending scream That I live with Each and every second Of my broken dreams On this tiny plot of land A prisoner till my last breath Won't ever make excuses For this deceitful man  Who ruined my life With his lies upon lies Right from the start Since London in the fall Of 2007 When I said no to the mirror On the wall In our 50 pound room Then at Waterloo Station When we said goodbye Heading back to Arizona On different flights He said I will always love you Even when we're over Worst flight of my life With those words in my mind Should have left him right then On Platform 10 But love is blind  And full of phlegm That stopped the vocal ch